EMORAINBOWPUKE

i am hollow there is nothing left of me but an empty shell of what used to be the smile i wear so good hides all the pain of being me the scares on my body let me know that my heart is still beating if only, if only i had known that you were leaving i would have prepared my heart for the damage but you left me and broke it like a savage how dare you after all that we have been through i gave you everything and more but you just left me empty inside and my heart sore so i'm done with you and your broken promises you said you loved me and that you would stay but then you left me my heart astray how could you do this to me look at ev

as i lay in my bed with these thoughts of despair i sit and i wonder why im even here, there's no reason for me living or breathing everything i do is never good enough for you you live in a world composed of your hate and i am not going to just sit around and wait i gave it my all i tried my very best but i make mistakes just like all the rest but you cant forgive me im trying my best i told you i would change but you still didn't see you told me that i was the one to blame i know im not perfect im well aware but if you cant forgive me then that's your despair i wanted to love you and fix things with you but you couldn't forget